Sunday, 11 March 2007

Boring thoughts


At the moment writing has no appeal to me. Words disgust me, ideas do the same. But at the same time, I have an urge to write. Don’t know, maybe I’m just fed up with my way of writing. Maybe something new is wishing to born?

What could that be?

I’ve never been into therapy writing. I don’t like to delve in my so called deepest thoughts and put them into words. I’ve found that very boring.

My writing has always had a function, I’ve written for some reason –articles to smallish papers, novels to magazines, stories to my blogs. I’ve never been the one writing only to myself.

I’m used to that my texts are being read and although I have not the possible public in my mind while writing, the knowledge that my stories will be read, makes my writing somewhat satisfactory. A writer wants to be read, wants to be acknowledged and wants to be seen. If someone tries to deny that, I just won’t believe.

Now I have the feeling that being seen is not enough. Or then it is too much. I don’t know and that puzzles me. Should I start to write a diary, only to myself (I think Reiska would vote for that, hah) or should I have a brake from writing into my blogs(now I can hear Reiska cheering…)?

Or should I try to write something different?

My thoughts bore me. Like words.


14 comments:

REMF said...

As said before: go to a publishing house, shake hands with the manager with a firm, dry grip, look him/her in the eye, and say: " My name's Susu. I write, you publish. We will be both very rich."

reiska said...

Your thoughts bore you, eh! They bore me too, and YOU too! - "Maybe something new is wishing to born? What could that be?" - I guess PMS, what else on earth that could be!

reiska said...

Yeeees! I vote, I cheer, I do anything for you if you only...

reiska said...

Correction: "My name´s PubPedal. I publish, you see that door. We will be both very happy." - Just trying to cheer u up a bit, old harpsih!

Salka said...

Elä lopeta...

SusuPetal said...

Sounds like Hollywood, Remf.

I knew I could count on you, Reiska, you'll vote for me anytime:))

Enhän minä, Salka. Kai.

hpy said...

Spring thoughts!

SusuPetal said...

Yes, I remember that the same thoughts bored me last spring, HPY.

Mikko Moilanen said...

You know, what you should do is to go into a restaurant and get a "suitable partner" for one night. Maybe. This is just a suggestion.

SusuPetal said...

Hmm, Mikko, I already have a suitable partner.

Mikko Moilanen said...

You do? Maybe you should make a note of that into your blogs? Would be good. Imagine the ring what is used to show to the people that a suitable partner already exists. Isn't it a great invention, is it not?

SusuPetal said...

I don't understand why I should make a note of me having a partner. It has nothing to do with my writing and I can't see that readers would be interested in such trivia about me.

I think there's nothing interesting about the person who writes Susupetals texts -if I'd think so, I'd keep an open diary.

I don't, as a matter of fact, believe in rings, they tell only that people like rings and such.

Mikko Moilanen said...

It maybe doesn't have anything to do on writing, but when giving comments it makes the difference. I don't want to flirt to reserved women even accidentally.

SusuPetal said...

Oh dear, you haven't been flirting with me, have you? If so, I didn't get it, which is no surprise, because I've always been lousy in flirting.

Yes, I can see your point. I wouldn't either want to flirt with someone occupied. That is, if I knew how to flirt. Which I don't.