Sunday, 12 July 2009

Don't talk to me about the blues





It’s funny, how all of the sudden it hits you. The sky is clear blue, the sun is warm, full and shiny, you feel the heat on your skin and you close your eyes.
It’s a mistake. The shade behind your eyelids turns into pitch-dark, and your vision becomes black.
No, it’s not funny, I had it wrong. It’s sad, the unexpectedly gripping moment of anguish. The flood of anxiety crashing over you. It’s horrible, and it makes you think how thin the line is, just a mere stripe that hinds you from falling down and drowning. Beneath. Under of this everything.
The feeling of being safe is just an illusion. You are not safe with depression. Never. Never.
Don’t tell to me about the blues, blues is only music.


14 comments:

lepis said...

No, I wont. I just wish you will come back soon.

SusuPetal said...

I'm looking for myself also, Lepis.

Ellen said...

Yin-Yang. Happiness and sadness. All in one.

SusuPetal said...

All in one, Ellen, hope for more happiness, though.

Mick said...

Yes, the blues ... music expressly designed to ease life's burden. Hopefully.

SusuPetal said...

Hopefully, Mick.

krystyna said...

Just suddendly something hit me.
How did you know?

Now is ok...

Greetings and hugs!

SusuPetal said...

Krystyna, good if it's ok now, I'm waiting for the same ok. Maybe some day it'll hit me, the good.

Peter said...

So even the nice summer days don't help? Would like to hep, but... :-(

SusuPetal said...

Well, this has nothing to do with the weather, Peter.

For once!

chrome3d said...

It comes and goes. That´s life.

SusuPetal said...

I'd just hope it would stay away a little bit longer, chrome3d.

hpy said...

Put on your pink sunglasses and the blues will turn violet!

SusuPetal said...

I must try, HPY.