Sunday 13 March 2011

I Can't Get No Satisfaction

It’s been a long time since I last made a video. That’s not surprising. It seems like a long time since I created anything.
Depression doesn’t allow me to feel any pleasure. I paint, but there isn’t any joy in doing that. I write, I look at the words. I feel nothing. I sit on the sofa with my crocheting, stare at the TV for hours with busy hands.
It feels all the same.

Well, anyway. I made a primitive animation. See you.







11 comments:

PeterParis said...

I feel that when you see how you succeeded with this animation, you should feel proud and happy! It's short, but it's really, really good! Go on creating!!

Mick said...

By the end, you need a shave! :O

SusuPetal said...

Peter, I myself like short animations, maybe because my concentration isn't so good.
Proud? No, I feel nothing :(

By the end, Mick, I need nothing more :)

hpy said...

Toivottavasti keavt saa lumen sulaaman ja samalla depression poistumaan, vaikka kevat onkin monelle vaikeaa aikaa.

SusuPetal said...

Hélène, valitettavasti vuodenajoilla ei enää tunnu olevan suurempaa vaikutusta.

Trotter said...

The animation is superb!! As for the rest, there is a super full moon tonight... Enjoy!!!

SusuPetal said...

Trotter, it's snowing here and the moon can't be seen :(

cloudbusting2 said...

It was a joy for me to see you get wet.

SusuPetal said...

Chrome, you get weird pleasure... :)

Ellen said...

you can be depressed but you try to shake it up.
you could be sitting doing nothing and yet you make a video.
you may feel nothing at this point but you are still there, waiting for the Spring.

SusuPetal said...

Ellen, you are right. Luckily (?) my anxiety is the sort of that I try to shake it away by doing things. Doings controls my thoughts.